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What If...
03:06
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Oh enigma
I dedicate this song to you
Oh apparition in my dreams
My journey has brought me to
Another lonely room
Empty with the scent of your perfume
Mrs somewhere out there
Tell how do I find you
Staring at the stars gazing tonight
Searching for your name up high
Look to the sky maybe you'll find
A place to hide if I try
Maybe I'll find
Your name in lights
And I won't be lonely
Eventually they said
Why do I do the things I do
Searching every corner in this room
For a possible candidate to a life infront of me
Staring at the stars gazing tonight
Searching for your name up high
Look to the sky maybe you'll find
A place to hide if I try
Maybe I'll find
Your name in lights
As I chase the stars maybe you'll heal my scars
These push n pull of these tidal waves may bring me closer to you
What if I'm looking in the wrong place
What if you don't wanna be found by me
What if I'll never see you again oh
For once my heart
For once my heart
For once I might sleep in company
These sleepless nights
In broad daylight
I won't be home no I won't be at peace
Knowing you're out there
I'll be star gazing tonight
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My Attempt At Sorry
02:42
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Lonely girl quite always
Her face unfazed I questioned her ways
I filled my days with her laughter
When she goes an empty chapter
Pretty little eyes collide with mine
And I surrender to the thoughts inside
Your sorry words feed my story
The spell is cast and now it's time to bleed
I will tear your world apart
Don't be dazzled by everything you see
I will tear your world apart
Don't be saved by this debris
There were never any broken pieces inside
But you took everything that I thought was mine
You were the glue that kept me together
But when you left you left all the shards behind
Eating glass beats counting sheep
In a dark room where I left you
You assumed an angels guise
Under that light I shone upon you
Now that night turns to day
And my reality's torn and frayed
Our discontinued friendship is over
But still I say
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Letters To Mary
03:43
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Steady on my friend
Make sure your time here is all well spent
Let the words of your goodbye
Hang in the air while I
Stay silent in my solace
To keep from reaching for that knife
Whispers and sighs as I stare at my bed side
The autumn cold and the falling leaves
Come clean to me come clean to me
These words are mine they originate from the pits of the night
I found sanctuary in our faith mary
Now you've turned it all inside out
I can't tell by the look in your eyes
I can't tell the by the blank smile
These words are a waste
When the string is frozen in place
I drank the venom and I
Loved the taste
Autumn passed and I lose
I'm still far from the truth
Oh when they ask me
I stay silent and content cuz I know that
I am the broken and the weak
You were the finest of the sheep
Who came and went
Like a bullet through my chest oh
I can't tell by the look in your eyes
I can't tell the by the blank smile
These words are a waste
When the string is frozen in place
I drank the venom and I
Loved the taste
(This fall from grace i see your face)
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These words are not the ones of a wise man
It may mean nothing other than words written in the sand
As the waves crash like heart beat of a storm
It hurts to think how just long you've been gone
I've been living without sight roaming around the dark trying to find the light and
In the night on my knees I thought I saw the eyes of an angel welcoming me aboard a ship to wait out the storm
It's been awhile can seek refuge in your warmth
Am I not blind
I am susceptible to pain
As the emotions flow through me
Am I out of my mind
It's times like this
I wish I couldn't feel anything
Someone told me you were dying
Someone told me you were lying
Among the many lights
I see a castle that's fit for the queen
But entering it makes you lie in a place of weakness
The wall has been built and it's six feet high
Your hand wrapped around it's sides
Transparent I see the face in the light
But the dream ends when I open my eyes
(God can you see? We are the same. Can You believe in love without a whim)
Someone told me you were dying
Someone told me you were lying
Someone told me you were dying
(That you were dying)
Someone told me you were lying
(That you were lying)
Someone tell me I feel divided
Someone help me I'm really trying
(I'm really trying)
I am an open book
A nursery rhyme an easy read
With a rigid regular rhyme scheme
A A B B
Flip the pages in many ways it's biblical phrases decree
Success in the near future with tribulations in the present at least as far as I can see
But stop I don't want this to be me
This is a feign reflection of what I can really be
It's violent in nature , like Adam's apple tree
I am forbidden to talk back to take these opportunities
We sit in the sun waiting to dry up
A promise from the people who used sow up
Our hearts for when we were still the fragile empty cups
But this cup is brimming, enough is enough
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Thomas The Death Train Singapore
Six-piece band from Singapore. Experimental post-hardcore
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